A new Start......

So I leave Wellspring over three months ago and what do I do. I stop doing what I need to do and basically throw my self in to a spiral spin. I forget how to eat right and I forget how to work hard. So the question then comes down to what am I going to do about it? Do I give up and forget about my hard work and the life I now enjoy being healthy or do I start over and face the demon that has been wrecking my life for the past twenty three years? I choose the latter, not because I have nothing to lose but because I have everything to gain. I need to succeed, I want to succeed. So let's get it started.

Trying to Catch up.

Well it has been a very long time since I last wrote on here and so I am gonna try to summarize all that has happened since the last post.

The monday after that post myself, Bill, and Scotty traveled to Mesa and surprised my mom for her Birthday. hahaha. It was amazing. It went so well and I was really excited about being home with the parents and with sarah again. We spent a week there just chillin and playing a lot of basketball. I really enjoyed it. We came back on the following monday and I am leaving for good this coming monday. Its pretty crazy that my time here is over but I am definitely ready to go home and to continue doing my thing. I only lost two on occ and my weight seems to really be slowing down here. Its kinda insane. But you know we do what we do. Once I get home I am going to start going to the Hit center and being trained alot so that will be a good workout 3 times a week. I just have to really buckle down and kill my program. I miss my home and my girl so much. So I am happy I get to be with them soon. So this week at Wellspring I am just taking care of the after care stuff so that I am prepared to leave and to continue to do well so that I can succeed. Well Thats all I have to say for right now. Love you all a ton.

Later

Day 146 and 147

So Friday was a pretty laid back day and consisted mostly of me just chillin. layin around. At night we went to the movies and I saw the A-team. It was a real good movie. I enjoyed it alot. After that I came back, talked to Sarah, and went to bed. Then saturday came and I played soccer this morning and after that we went swimming this afternoon. Tonight we will all just kinda hang out I guess.

I will be returning home for good on June 30th. Its pretty intense. I dont mind leaving Wellspring and doing the program at home I really just am going to miss Bill and Scotty. They have become really good friends and I am gonna really miss them. But I guess life goes on and my time has come where I need to leave. Well anyway.

Much love everyone.

Day 144 and 145

So I missed two more days yet again and I dont want to but I am going to blame it on not having internet at the high school dorm where Bill and myself moved. Its not the best of situations but ya know what, we are trying to make the best out of it and still do well at our program. Pretty crazy. Wednesday consisted of just hangin out. Nothing too crazy at all. But ya know it was just kinda boring. Today has been ok so far. Played some soccer this morning which was good and then after that we have been having a few activities but mainly just doin the same ol things. I got a package today from my mom. That was awesome. Packages are so amazing because they kinda keep ya connected to home. Well anyway I am pretty sleepy. So I will talk to you later.

Day 142 and 143

So Monday started out a little rough. I had weigh in and only lost .8. pretty fricken ridiculous but at the same time I am still doing fine. I am not depressed I was just frustrated with it. It just goes to show how much my body really is in charge. But anyway, Monday went on like a normal day and now all of the sudden it is Tuesday morning and we are awake again. haha. Pretty much all is well today. Another day with 5 and a half hours of activity so thats pretty intense. But we will do what we can. I miss home a little and am ready for my time here to be done. Much love everyone and I hope your day goes really well.

Be Safe, Be Strong, Be Someone to Remember.

Day 141

So today was sunday again and it started out with a sweet trip to church with scotty. Then we came back, got changed, and played some ball. Pretty fun. Finally played pretty good. Well after that we just hung out not really doin to much. We are now watching Friday Night Lights as the night goes on and waiting till tomorrow morning and weigh in. we will see what happens.

Have a nice night

Day 139 and 140

Well I missed Friday and Saturday. Friday was pretty good. We had to move over to the High School because there wasnt enough room over here. That kinda sucked. Then last night we went to the movies. I watched prince of persia again because it was only Rated Rs. But anyway then today we went on an outing to a movie. We saw Killers. It was ok I guess, better than expected after that we came back, had dinner, and then went fishing in a pond here. Pretty cool. Caught a fat blue gill. so that was cool I guess. Good change of pace. Well anyway. gots to go.